now that my junior year is almost over.. and thinking that im going to be senior next year. that scared me... i still am unsure of what i am going to do with my life... asking others around me what they want to do in the future.. all of them have already planned their careers and colleges... but i feel like i have NO idea what i want to do... or more like what God wants me to do with my life...what does God want me to do ? why am i here? what is God's purpose for sending me here? ...but i know for sure that God had great purpose in everything he does.. perhaps there is reason for everything that has happended in my life....
there were sometimes i regreted so much for coming here... leaving my family and my home... i still do sometimes... but i see that God has brought me here for some purpose that yet i have discovered...
all i ever did was complaining about the situation i am in now even though God has blessed me in many ways...yet i am too selfish to have thankful heart...my heart and mind are in somewhere else rather than God.. absent minded.. distracted.. and undisciplin.. this is who i really am...
yet... i still hold on to God....

쉽게 화가 나거나 속상한 상황을 만날 때마다,
심호흡으로 마음을 가라앉히며
<예수님은 어떻게 하셨을까?>를 생각해본다.

내가 감히 말하지만,
수많은 상황을 만나면서 이런 태도가
매우 커다란 효과를 가져다 줄 것이다.


  -버버리 쿨리지, 폴 메이어, 헤이디 가드너 공저
                         ‘당신의 삶을 변화시킬 질문 WWJD' 중에서-


우리가 어떤 상황을 만나든
주님의 방법을 먼저 생각한다면
그 어떤 상황도 우리를 좌절하게 만들지 못할 것입니다.

믿음의 눈은 우리가 처한 환경을 새롭게 조명하게 하고
우리의 태도를 변화시킬 수 있기 때문입니다.

지금 당신이 있는 자리에서 묻길 원합니다.
‘예수님은 어떻게 하셨을까?’라고...